i was going through my emails from a while ago and came across something my sister wrote for me when i was depressed... i didn't know i still had it. it is really nice, and i think it applies to anyone having struggles... oh yeah... and... I LOVE YOU KAITLYN!!!!!! YOU'RE THE BEST SISTER ANYONE COULD EVER HAVE!!
Everyone.. without exception, has once had something go wrong. We all at times, feel like we are nothing. The world can be huge at times.. and like it and everyone else forgot all about us. There are times when we feel hate.. or have been hated. Like we aren’t good enough for someone. Worried that we shouldn’t try something new. All have are own stories, experiences, memories… and the truth is, pain is temporary; but the experiences are forever.
We aren’t always right. If any of us were, well, things would be much different in life. Failure is always there. Its not there so we will quit; but its there so we will keep trying. We would have no idea on how to try anything… if we didn't know what not to do. Don’t make yourself think you will always fail… because that would never be true. If you even thought that, you would just add another thing to what is wrong which is what we all wouldn’t want in the first place! Imagine that.
The fear of failing is always there too. Never listen to it… unless you actually want to end up loosing.
When your feeling down… don’t give up. You’ll never know what tomorrow will be like if you don’t try and you give up! Sure there are times when things go wrong. If they do, its not like they always will. Have the courage to prove yourself wrong by keeping yourself going and trying. Only then will you see that you can go on.
There always.. Always is something more to find. We never know until we search for it.
The times when we are down.. Remember that it’s not your fault!!! Don’t blame yourself for things!!!!! Taking responsibility is one thing… but blame is another. Most of the time, there isn’t need to blame anyone at all! You can get into the habit of thinking that everything that happens is because of yourself. That you made it wrong. That you are awful. No! You aren’t!!!!!!! Remember that.
The weight of the world on your shoulders can crush anyone. But if you think that no one cares for you; that everyone hates you, your wrong. People DO care. Everywhere you are, there is someone who cares. It doesn’t matter who you are. People do care! And they always will. No matter what.
Also, you’ll never know until you try…
There are good times. Not only the bad. Things CAN be great if you make them to be.
Last of all… with hate, love, joy, sorrow, anger alike… you are how you are, and that’s perfect and always will be. Everyone is perfect and just remember that. There is nothing better, than you.
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Always someone to talk to right?
But that's one of the hardest things to do...so is it worth trying?
ugh forget it.
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Julian you are not stupid, you are an amazing person, a great brother, and a close friend to me remember that :D
now go to bed lol
